its been loooong!!hahaha! think its quite good..
hmmmz..had chemmie practs today.. screwed up at first..
was trembling..
but in the end..its correct..*phew*
but hmmz.. emtahs coming very very soon..this coming monday.. feel so unprepared..
i wanna make this the best shot..
really..i'm gonna give it all..
but sigh..li bu chong xin lahz..
wth... arGH!!
my dream school!!!***!!!!
hmmz..study hard, peiyun...
yay!!!!just came back from the docs!!wheeeee!!i got a jab!!hahah!so happy..the doctor thinks tt i'm mad..cos i was just staring at him poke me..and he looked so shocked and amazed!!hahah!so crazy!!very weird mehz?i like injections wad!!hahah!rmb i was so happy cos i hafta take the hepB jabs!!hahaha!yupz!!i like it!!i wanna donate blood soon.. think next yr then eligible.. but its cuming!!jhahaha!!i like tt feeling when they poke ypou and all tt.. and when the pull the needly out..seems so fun!!!aniwaexz..yupz..he thinks i'm mad..den he laffed like shit manz!!its the LAUGH OUT LOUD, ROLLING ON FLOOR kinda laugh.. but actually he laughs at everything lahz!!he doesnt look like a doc at all...he's quite an eccentric man!!cant believe he's a doc!!!=PpP
hmmz..how many days left to Os.. ehz..8days.. hahah!so sickening@!!its coming it coming!!hahahah!we better just die!!! laaaaaa~~
feeeling quite drowsy!!maybe i shld slp..but hiyo..watsed so much time already..
think i'm the only idiot who updates my blog so frequentyly..maybe even daily..hahaha!so coool ehz.. think everybody out there all studying like crazy..only me updating, changing midi files.. hahah! blahzzz!!!
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hahah!I changed my midi file!!!
was so happy listening to it..so u know...must share the joy!!ahaha!!!
blahzzz!!!
just came back from a dream!!that's a nice feeling.. hahah! ok lahz.. i went nj..kinda like it there.. my aim will be really there from now on.. hmmz.. cheer me on manz!!
needa study really hard now.. aS IN REALLY!!!'ve been wasting time since dunno when..alwaes watching tv.. going out for dinners.. tho i dun wanna be a spoilsport, bhut i cld haf suggested not toing so far for dinner... but wells.. wads done is already done.. so too bad lahz.. justy work harder now.. heez!!
went jb yesterday just for dinner.. to celebrate deepavali!!hahah!how crazy ehz..the jam was pathetic.. one hour.. at jb.. it shows how inefficent our neighbouring country is..there was a jam all the way from a farawauy place.. maybe from my school to bedok manz!!wha laoz!!so darn long!!inefficient!!we were cusing all the way.. laffing at pple manz!!hahah!all the drivers looked so screwed..den we were describing everuybody..got one who looked like jay chou;s sister, one who looked like a guy but is a girl...one whose girlfren is darn pretty...hahah! had a lot of fun manz!!!exams were really outta my mind..as tho i finished my Os..hahahah!!
sigh sigh...
still thinking of my dream..i better get ready fast ehz...
oh.. my throat is getitng form bad to worse to worst!!!wha laoz!!i can talk..but its still itchy..and i';m starting to cough those sicjkly cough..hahah!!i feel like a feeble old man.. manzzz!!!i downa to be sick..i wanaa eat alot of rubbish one lehz!!darn it.. blahzzzz!!!!=XxX *coughs* (lemma check..maybe got blood...ooooh.. T.B ar!!!)hahahah! *kidding lahz!!*i mean duh!!hahaha!!!
whaaa.think i stay at home and eat so much junk food..that's why i got sore throat now..hahah!its darn itchy inside manz!!!tearing the whole time cos its darn itchy!!shit manz!so sickening.. arGHh!!
i got sore throat... *wails*
i ate so much rubbish..cheezels, biscuits, ice cream, orange juice!!!wha laoz!and wafer!!!whaaaaa!!sore thorat!dahr it..
strepsils!!!!!! sobbiez!~
yay!!!!
-------------study leave------------
aniwaez..yah lahz! suyppose to be studying..but decided to on sum music.. den suddenly..i realise i'm here.. so hmmz..too bad lahz!!!=P
bad me.. better kill me sumday kz.. *deal*
hmmzm..lame bio practs yesterday..made me study the genetics thingy like crazy!!den only the leaves thing..it's quite ok lahz.. but if careless uh..den tt's it..so yupz..think the legume thingy is so smelly manz!i was trying to stop breathing..but tt stuffy room is already so poorly ventilated..so no choice..had to smell tt smelly thing.. yucks..all the vege juice manz...hope it was worthwhile lahz... i mean i sacrificed so much uh.. so yupz.. =PpP *wishful thinking*
there's less than 2 weeks left to our beloved oh levers ar.. so hmmz.. everybody..must study hard already uh.. dun play already!!hhahah!*i shld be toking to myself* but nvm lahz uh.. just warn the aior and time to wait for me.. tho i know time and tiode waits for no man.. but hey.. cant they like wait for us.. the mini meannies.. hahaha! ok..i'm rubbishing.. but hey.. tiem and tide.. just wait for me lahz..its alright to just wait for one person wad..it wun harm you.. so deal...
i negotiated with time and tide..they decided to wait for me.. yupz..
i nearly forgot abt the bio practs just no tho i was holding on to my bio notes..
aniwae came online to help me father check sumthing..
den whaaa..some korean lady may be an illegal immigrant manz!!!called the blahz to check..den whaaa" no records found" thT IS scary to hear!!!
gawd!!
aniwaez..just now there was this small skinny black lizard in my room..above my sissy's head..hahaha!we were so scated!!its the first time my father so pro abt catching tt lizard..usually he'll miss and the liz will drop on the floor or wad..today, he's pro manz!!!
woooHoOoO!!
ok..late liaoz.!!can feel my headache is coming..shit manz!! okz~~
blahz!!!
good luck for yr bio practs, pple!!!!
ehz..shun bian wish and pray for me kzz~
heez*
woooHoOoOoOO!!jyust cake back form ac!!i kinda like that place..everybody's so freindly..its the best openhoiuse so far..tho i think i played quite shittily..i still hope i can make it there lahz.. cos those below 10 will obviously go to a better jc, and hmmz..that's left with us lahz! hahahah!so yupz!!i kinda like ac..its a very very spoecail feeling tt i felt lahz!everybody's darn frenly..and i really felt at home..its different from every other place..
went vj's also!haha! we were completely lost!those pple were like miding their own business..asked them whr is the blahz and blahz..they dun even know..hahah!we ended up eating at the tuckshop manz!!hahah!so crazy!!yupz..i know tt vj's not the place for me..so never did i ever dream tt i will be able to go there or wad.. =)
hmmz..just deicided to come online and tok rubbish..cos yupz..very tired lahz! mayeb i shdl go slp uh!??! blahz!!!
zzzZzZzZzzzZ!~
its the last day of school.. was kinda happy that it sthe last day ofd school, cos i can at lkast get outta kc and go to sumwhere where i belong.. muahahahah!but obviously i'm still kinda scared lahz!!i kinda feel at home at kc, and after these 4 yrs..i'm gonna leave the school..everything will be so different..each with his/her own background and culture...its hard to find sumone who is really yr true fren..cos its just 2yrs of being together..many things can happen, but i think things wil never be the same..what i will see will be completely different.. think of all those backstabbing once again by acquantances and all tt.. and also, coming from an all girls school for like 10yrs..i dun think i can kinda adapt..imagine how proper i'll hafta sit..whe now, in a girls school, limmie still scolds me abt how i sit...everything will be changed...
actually..i'm having passions of sum difference..hehz!but heez..i;m uite happy lahz!!everything will be brand new..its like starting a new chapter of my beautiful life..i like this feeling lahz!i wanna go to a jc where nobody is going..den i can start everything brand new..but hmmmz..of course i cant bear my frens lahz..i still need their company!!hahahah!=PpP
the thing is tml..think i better wear a paper bag over my face or sumthing..considering how i fared today..haha!i dun really feel like going for that thingy already..i kinda got sum premonition that i wun get it..actually i dun quite kow whether i wan it.. really..i feel that i'm not up to standard, and i wun feel good even if i get it..i just wanna start everything brand new..i like mud~
but of course..i;'ll still go with the plans lahz!i hope i can really be more disciplined nowadae slahz!i dun wanna repeat this lame mistake for Os lahz! Os is reall the impt one.. seriously..everything is unpredictable..
quite hurt by wad shitty preganant shit said today..she's underestimating me..cant stand it when pple do that to me..actually i really wanna show them that i can do better..really!!even my bloody relatives also say that of me.. i really wanna prove them wrong!!i mean hey!!wake up yr ideas.. a new star will shining soon!!!!
when i get it..dun just open yr foul mouths..not everyone will wanna receive thjat bad air in yr gap..its nasty..make sure u honour yr word and give me what i desrve..kneel to me thenm..i may not even accept it.. blame it on yr foolery!!!i may not be good in yr eyes, but i'll prove you wrong this instant..may u be blinded by the light i give off..it'll be too late to regret then..continue praying u F*, i'll prove it right to yr ass that u are absolutely wrong..f*keep that teeth of yrs out forever, test the air tat i breathe before u open yr foul mouths again..i mean it!
u onoly went tp..wads the big deal..it wasbnt even good at that time..this is how u look down on pple..i understand why nth works out for you..
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dun stick ur noses in the air just becos that shitass problematic hao went to tpjc..wad abt my sister..she went tj..and u all just shut yr gaps...talk abt equality between sexes..these pple seem to be living in the previous century..whatever right..^unjustified^
aniwaes..
that dumb py supernova is going away soon ar.. catch it before its gone..*wishes*
yay!!!i;m not going scvhoo tl!!my long wait was worth it manz!!
he allowed me!!yahoOoOo!! hahahah!
i can dun go school again!!tt's so cool!! i'm gonna rot at home again!!hahahahha!!!
can eat nonsense!!and whaaa..watch tv..watch my xyqc at 1530!!hahahah!
i tell you..all the girls darn ugly lohz!!dunno why!!They look so disgusting!!one of them look like the uglyX100 serene tay..hahah! really..dun believe u go watch..ch U at 1530h..hahahah! that ger's name is.. ehz.. forgot..oh yi mei!hahah!
darn ugly manz!!then the others are weird looking for actresses!!muahahahah! i feel so mean!! but hiyo!!how can! all the girls so ugly!!!!
watched hzqq3!!i tell u!!I wanna die already!!so disgusting!!I mean the plot s good lahz.. but wha laoz! the cast ar..liike shit!the king is the worst manz! tt king looks kinda reatrded!dun even haf the king look!!wha laoz!lousy manz! prefer tt old king..so smiley and all!! that new xiao yan zi is completely not happy ad chirpy!!she's quite quiet.and not asd lively lahz!! quite gross!den she tries to open her eyes darn big..den abit unnatural lahz..den the new ziwei also like so shit..like cant act properly lehz..dunno lahz!! the worst is of course the new wu ar ge!!i see him wear that dragon thingy..my fave one ok!!i mean last time lahz!it looked so nice when syp wore it!!wha laoz! disgusting!!!den he acted quite shitty..maybe i;m biased lahz!but ask anyone, think they'll say the same thing!!!and hiyo!!last time he said tt his wu ar ge is different..den ad the hel!!he acted like shit!!i reallt hate hm now!!disgutsting!!yucks yucks!!!
hmmz..sianzz!!hope my mad nephew dun call me again!! we talked for liie 1+ hours!!hahahH! he said tt he;s gonna buy me elephant and dinosaur!den just now he said tt hell buy me a puppy!!hahahah! he;s mad manz! den he say he wanna go my school to study..i said its a girls's school..he said its ok!!he can look for gf there..like huh?!?!outta pt!!hahahah! he's so cute!i got picture sof him in my phone manz! can see everyday man!!hahahah!
dunno wad to say already!!sigh sigH!!
lost again!!!
argh!!i suddenly feel liike drinking that nydc's drink.. that dunno wad drink..manhattan's mocha or sumthing!!omg!! shit shit!!!i betta stop thinking..hahahah! so sickeneing..
i'm so tired once again!!
irritataing!!!
and hubgry!!waiting for seven to come..den i can haf my yummy dinner..
so tt i can watch holland V and eat at the same time..food tastes nicer tt way..
seven seven seven seven!!!!
hmmmz..sianzz!!!doing Manjusri's emaths paper.. i dunno if its i dun understand wad they're saying. or i just dunno how to do lahz..feeling so demoralised..so i turned and on the com.. hahahah! haiz.. so sickening!!limmie gave us 9 sets of emaths paper to do.. itd like so darn alot...
shekhu went mad today..she was rambling on abt sum man in the newspaper..say he damn cute..and in the end he was like shit..theres 1.5 hrs of geog manz..and only 6 geog pple went..so we(louie and i) din feel like going for her lame lessons.. we walked ard for like 45mins..hahah! i think more than tt.. we planned alot of stuff lahz..but kimberly and divya are like blind and deaf lahz! they cldnt understand us..as usual.. and they also din dare to walk to the back of the class to open the door!!! wth!! its just shekhu..not like sum monster!crazy pple..
and yay!! its 7!!!!! laaaaaaaaaaa~
hiyo!!i feel like i'm dying..went for a run with my bro.. whaaa..so tired..i thot i wasdying at thje 3rd round..hahaha! so pathetioc..but at least i go for a run manz!! can u imagine of i just go for the tryouts with my bloody stamina..think i'm better off dead.. tt ms tan will go: whjy are u here for!??!?!
hahahahah!darn tired lahz! haben start to ache yet..think ity'll come tml!! think tml i will wlak like so retarded fool.. hahahah!LOL*
hiyo!!!slpt at 0230 lehz!! thinkits the best record manz!! hahahah! i nber sleep so late on sundays..cos usually i'll be darn tired..but hahah! yesterday was darn happy like..or high, you knowz!!hahahah! was digging for my pirtate book..den i realise tt i'm really super lame..LOL!!
hiyah!! i dunno wad to say alreadsy!! and i dun feel like typing..so yupz.. wun rubbish anymorez.. lalalalalalalalalaaa~~
no school on wednesssieedayyieee~
yoohooOOoO!!!!
JUST xame back from orchard!!!hahahah!!so coll!!! celebrated ferly werly and synn tian's burfdae!!!@hweeeeee!!!ahahahahh! mother fer and tina gao!!hjahahah!! fee so retarded actually.. thoser lame asses finish all their film!!hahahah! will scan it here suim day..den whaaa..so exciting!hahahah! so cool!! wheeeeee!!!
its the last time we're goign out ebfore our xams!!hahahah! we were really kinda mad!!I never laffed so muhc for a long time!!hahaha! ate at nydc!!whaaa~ shiok manz!! feel so broke now..actually i am lahz!! but nvm!!thnk its worth it..cos i'm HAPPY!!!! laaaaleeeeeelaaaazz!!heez!!ate icecream cake!! they siad its blackforest!!cheat manz!!! its only chocolate cake!!hahahah! but its quite nice lahz!! but think mango tango nicer.. hahahahah!=PpP
hmmmz.. maybe i shldnt update this lame blog so frequently anymoreXZ!!hahahahah! but think i'll miss it!! heez!! i needa do chinese and english compo now.. realised tt i haben do yet.. feel so dead once again..feel kinda sleepy lehXz!hahah!
eh.. decided to link to Krystal;s thingy..cos i rmb i kinda promised her ages ago.. sorriez krystal if u happen to see ehXz!! : )
just feeling pissed at everything..
feeling pissed at actually nothing..
maybe i just dun like the air that i breathe..
sucks...
not in a good mood lahz!!
din do much work....
i got nth to write..
tink i'll spoil that photocopier..cos i forgot to off..since.. 4!!oh shit!!!
nvm..its all meant to be..
moreover i haben finish printing...
shucksss!!
omg!!!so disgusting!! disgusting disgusting lahz!! wha laoz!! wad the heck!!must drop on me!! bloody iguana..or izzit a chameleon!?!??! i dunno lahz!! it was this long green reptile!!!disgusting!! drop on my shoulder while i was climbing the steps!! never am i gonna walk there again!! gonna wait for 156..so i;ll walk by the other side, which is actually neareer!! bloody hell!! it was long and green.. at first i thot it was a leaf k.. os there's so much leaves on the floor.. forming so many leaf litter communities!!
wad the shit!! i thot i was a leaf.. so i wanted to flick it..but it felt quite heavy..so i decided to look lahz!! omg!! never did i ever expect a dumb ass iguana/chameleon to drop on my!! it was so long and quite fat lahz.. and GREEN!!! yucks!! disgusting!!! it was kinda staring at me!! wha laoz! like wanna eat me up like tt.. yucks!!!i dem jumped so tt it'll drop off lahz!! den it feel to the grass overturned..yucks!! it looks completely disgutsing on the undwer side!!! yucks lahz!! so disgusted!! wha laoz! darn unlucky lehz!! blooody hell!!!!
i was jumping like shit manz!! and this stinky guy who drowned himself with perfume was kinfa like hmmz..3 metres away..he din even help me!! think he was laffing manz!! blooody hell!! kns!! so disgusting!! wha laoz!!! yucks yucksZ!!!
blahz! stop complaining, peiyun!!! arGHhH!!
period.
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hmmz.,.will be going to my cousin;s party later!! he;s 21!!!! all him lame arse frens will be there..think hsi gf also..if they haben break lahz!! hahah! he broke with his ex like 1 mth ago..den he got the current one 1 week after..sucha flirt!!hahah!
he asked to drink sum beer last sunday..i was like wth!! its only yr 21st burfdae!! stop being so chioldish and wanna action drink lahz uh!!! den my auntie was like saying:" NO ar..i wanna keep for next time when yr bro gets married.. and when we move house..." hahah! i was like laffing like shit!! he;s quite insensible lohz!! dunno lahz!! think it'll be so disgusting later.. blahz!! cant stand it..dun feel like gg manz!! it;'ll be so broing!! argHh~~
think i'll be rubbishing with my grannie again!!! lets see wad my grannie will do to her hair today!!!hahah! my grannie's so cute manz!! really!!young at heart!! i'm really scared i'll lose her one day..i'm not prepared for it..i dun wan this day to come!! she looked after us when i was young..think kindergarten!!heez!! i'll be seeing her later!! so cool!!!! lurve her so much!!! :)
an email jac sent:
Take a minute to let this one sink in. It's worth the read.
Where God wants me to be
Next time your morning seems to be going wrong and the children
are slow getting dressed and you can't seem to find the car keys and you
hit every traffic light, don't get mad or frustrated; praise God instead
because
God is at work watching over you.
After Sept. 11 ... I happened to call a man on business that I
didn't know and have not, nor will ever, talk to again. But this day, he felt
like talking. He was head of security of a company that had invited the
remaining members of a
company who had been decimated by the attack on the Twin Towers
to share their office space. With his voice full of awe he told me stories of
why these people were alive and their counterparts were dead .....and all
the stories were just 'little' things.
As you might know, the head of the company got in late that day
because his son started kindergarten.
Another fellow was alive because it was his turn to bring
donuts.
One woman was late because her alarm clock didn't go off in
time.
One was late because of being stuck on the NJ Turnpike because
of an auto accident.
One missed his bus.
One spilled food on her clothes and had to take time to! change.
One's car wouldn't start.
One went back to answer the telephone.
One had a child that dawdled and didn't get ready as soon as he
should have.
One couldn't get a taxi.
There were other stories that I hope and pray will someday be
gathered and put in a book.
The one that struck me was the man who put on a new pair of
shoes that morning, took the various means to get to work but before he
got there,he developed a blister on his foot. He stopped at a drugstore to
buy a Band-Aid.
That is why he is alive today.
Now when I am stuck in traffic, miss an elevator, turn back to
answer a ringing telephone .... all the little things that annoy me
....I think to myself, this is exactly where God wants me to be at this very
moment.
May God continue to bless you with all those annoying little
things and may you remember their possible purpose.
Pass this on to someone else, if you'd like.
There is NO LUCK attached. If you delete this, it's okay:
God's Love Is Not
Dependant On E-Mail.
argh!!!
i dowan to go to chool tml..dunno if i shld ask.. there';s 3 periods of geog.. mad shekhu will nag abt manufacturing..and i dun plan to do manufacturing manz!! so i dunno if i shld go or not.. haiz.. shit manz!! but think social will be impt ar.. darned!~
i dun wannna go school! !help me pple.. hahah! =X
i got nothing to say today..
shrugs..
oh..chris and ferly wasnt in school... sad manz! nobody to bully.. =X
there was retreat today..i think it toally sucked.it din hit me at all.. maybe becos i wasnt really concentrating lahz.. cos they made us like reflect on our lives and stufff.. but it din hit me at all..only sumthing tt she said: the first day when u stepped into the school.. actually i can still vividly rmb wad happened exactly.. everything is still so clear in my mind..
i can still rmb which part of the foyer i stood, i can still rmb wad i felt.. i felt so lost.. and my primary school din haf a culture of hugging peeps lahz..so when i just stood there, the whole world was hugging each ohter.. the whole foyer was quite chaotic.. while i stood there at the lower foyer like sum kinda freak...i was feeling so outyta place.. without any frens by my side.. i felt alone..but i was quite happy that i'll be meeting new frens..tho i missed my silly pri school frens..*sobz* i jsut stay put there, for fear tt i might get lost on school or sumthing..cos the school looks quite big from the foyer.. hahaha!hmmz..i stood behind jac chan and she broght so many books manz..after tt i mnade frens with deanira..hahaha!! cos she;s like the so called"extra" girl also.. hahah! after tt i caused chris trouble.. and blahz de blahz...
everything is so fast manz!! yes..i did feel sum kinda sadness lajhz.. like everybody;s going their separate ways.. but it was like rpimary school..i din feel so much..den everybody was like crying.. hahah! i was laffing n giggling thru'out the darkness with all the mad expressions claire gave me.. and chris was whoispering sum shit.. hahah!louie was like dead..i thot she feel asleep.. hahah! and after tt.. jesmine and louie complained tt we were like rocking chairs.. thot rocking chairs are comfortable.. plabXz~
i dun wanna set my hopes too high..i dun wan to be disappointed yet again...
i know what i can do..i know my own standard.. i hafta prepare myself for the wosrt incase anything happens.. and i wun be able to take it.. like bloody lit.. so yupz.. i feel that i decide my opwn fate.. things may come as planned by God, but God only gives me stuff tt he knows i can do.. so i'm not brooding over anything tt i cant contemplate in actual fact...i'm still looking forward to my near future.. i may hide for a momnent, but i cant hide forever... so i;m just preparing myself.. to prevent myself from getting hurt yet again.. i dun wan to end up woth sum stuff shimmering in my eyes when the disappointment comes.. sumtimes i regret the decions that i make..but its all already done..i cant do anything else..i just hafat let things come...
maybe to make a decison early is quite a good choice, but i'm afraid if i regret it next time..i'm afarid if i cant get in?maybe i wasted my 'choices'..or i cld haf done sumthing else...i'm afarid to let anybody down..i dun wanna let anydown down..wad if i dun get it? i dun wan any disappointments..
crossroads to whether i shld say sumthing..wad if i say sumthing wrong? wad if the everything is gone just by a simple 160 characters or less text message...haiz..dilemma dilemma.. hahahah! shuckzzz!!
i've yet to make clear everything..i dun wan any more misuderstandings.. my life is complicated enuff lahz..too many things are happening.. realsied that sum things are better left unsaid, but if u dun share, those sorrows will never be halved, or those joy will never be doubled..it again depends on myself..nobody can help me..cos its afterall my own decision..
DECISION...
hmm..got back my lame results today..everything's opf no change!!kns!!was still holdig on to some hope abt sum moderation or wad..den bloody hel!! nth happened.. mrs kee came into our class and showed us sum lame stats.. hmmz..think we did quite badly lehz.. hmmmz..better buck up..she called us out one by one manz.. like so free like tt.. hiyo!!she said this to me: u dint study hard enuff ar? wha laoz! i was abt to punch her face.. my smile kinda disappeared...den think she kinda know tt sumthing;s amiss..so she said: now is the time to start morising stuff for pplke with short memory.. wad the heck..short memory den start memorisiong now..den in another 3weeks, wont it be gone!?!?!? but the worst thing she said was u din study hard enuff ar?12?!?!? wtf!!!wha laoz!!!i did ok!! blooody hell!!
haiz..but nvm..its just prelims..i will study harder now.. and prove to her that i did study! bloody fool!! cant stand it.. slap her face ar.. blahz..
hmmz..misunderstandings alswaes occur when smsing manz! hiyOO!
eh..i called the ac person already! she sounded so busy..and asked me to call her back tml.. my heart was pounding like shit manz!hmmz..still cant decided where i'll wanna go.. i'm afraid wad if ac doesnt wan me too..den i better die manz!! blahz!~
important decision of my life manz!! wha laoz!!! i hate decisions!!!
haiz...why are there alwaes misunderstandings ar!! very tiring lehz!wha laoz!everything is really just platonic manz!! hiyOo!dun thnk so much manz!!tired of all the troubles lahz!! ive enuff manz!! blahzzz!!
oh.. not tt i;m pervertioc lahz!! but yy, jules, Trix.. hahahah! yp wears a calvin klein *... hahah1 not lanvin lehz..we dun need buy him LANVIN * already!!hahah! will show u the picture when i see u all online!! fwhahahahaha!
no more getting pissed,
no more worries,
no more complains,
no more sobs,
because everything is over..
Over..
cant stand it when ppple sterotype 407 girls..we arent tt nerdy lahz..yesh..we do study harder than the rest sumtimes..but not all the itme..most of us din start studying in january or sumting...please lahz..we are humans too..we also need that bit if fun and leisure.. wth!!!dun do that to 407 girls..its not fair.. not say pple form toher classes dun study?maybe even sdum 4/1 grisl start studying at jan.. and obviosuly a 4/1 girl wun like it if the label the whole class as a bunch of freaks also..
its ok actually if u were to call us nerds.. cos eventually, those who work hARD now are the smart onez.. the fool for that minute will never be a fool for the rest of his life.. let u all be macho and action dun study now..wait till u regret next time.. let's JUST WAit and see.. you fools..
fools!!!
jhahahahah!this is funny manz..i just scloded my bro's frens... then my mother said tt i am hang tie shen.. hahahah! tie mian wu si.. hahahah! this is retarded..i tell you. my father is mad..those sickening ah bengs are so disgusting..and my fathjer actually offered to let them stay ofr dinner!!!wad the hell..obviosuly i said NO.. hahaha! then those hungry ah bengs looked so pathetic.. serve them right.. blahz!! the whole family says tt i can be sum judge..then all those disgusting pple will just be sentenced to death no matter wad..hahaha! den my bro said tt i can be principal of a lousy school...den all the bad pple will become so cool.. or actually most of them will be expelled.. hahahah! so exciting!! i wanna be sum judge or principal.. or PRESIDENT!! hahahahah! *LOL*
arGHH! i hate making decisions..shit lahz..
i'm lost..wad can i say..
i'm really tangled up..every minute thing can get me pissed...theire;s no time for such nonsense now..and i watsed at least 2hours looking for sumthing tt never existed..what the hell!!shit lahz!!!i can get so pissed and shittified by anything nowadaes.. a fren said tt i'm cold..i din even realise it..why..so scary!!
quite happy to know that i can go to a jc for the first 3 mths Actually..cos suually my exams alwaes get 20+... even lim shit thot i cldnt make it..and wanted me to go see her during recess so that she can help me in case i get 20+.. this is how pathetic i am in her eyez..she underestimated me..this shows that i can do it..and i will rpove her further that i will do even better for Os.. and she said this when i went to see wad i got for amaths:" oh..thsi time round u are not the lowest in clasws..." so what!??!/she expected me to get the lowest.. wad the!!! i will prove her wrong!! really.. bloody shit!!! demoralisin manz!! but i wun..i will rpove her wrong..
lets see!!!
just told parents sumthing tt he did..he doesnt seem to be sorry abt it..so worried for him..his friends are all so disgusting..wad kinda frens are those..taught him how to lie, taught him how to buy uselewss stuff, taught him how to not study, taught him illegal stuff.. wad the hell..if only i know of his friends numbers..and its the last day of school where i can transfer him outta his disgusting school..den i'll call out all his frens and give all of them a good thrashing..teach them wads important in life...and not how cool..or how great..or how suave u look with a bike rolling down a slope and getting yrself hurt..and also the tattoos..and wadever not.. wha laoz!! he still thinks he's right after all the nonsense!!he's still so smug..and his father seems to trust his dear son so much tt he trusts tt he wun do such nonsense..trust that he will know wads right or wads wrong for him..bet he doesnt know wads peer pressure.. and wha laoz!!his father just let him off so easily.. he just asked my his dumbass fren to cum and get the wadeva nonsense.. what the hewll!! he let him off so easily...
sometimes i wonder if the family caused his nonsensical and childish thots...
See what Care Bear you are.
hmmmz..its a saturday!!and i woke at at 6..thinking i hafta go to school..was wondering if it's friday or saturday..and decided that its friday..so went on to get my clothes..and realised..eh.its saturday..went back to sleep..but it was nice anymore..sobXz!~
this person typing hwere needs to study ar..she doesnt seem to be able to control herself ar..see the com, den must on and play or like one hour!!arGHh! so irritating lahz!~so many things are happening..some pple just dun deserve the care and concern that we show towards them..and this really shows how two-faced a person can be lahz.. how scheming anybody can be.. this society really needs to reflect manz! they only care abt academics.. and innocent minds are being moulded into sum devilish characters..hahahah!
quite motivated by all the talks by Tj and Vj lahz..think they gave the best talk..but still, i wun change my mind lahz..i'm quite determined!!!! quite disgusted with the tpjc's teachers..wad if i end up there..the teachers are so lazy..they wanna givge sum talk, den still must sity down!!what the hell!!!cant even stand like fopr 5mins.. that a bad attitude lahz..amybe we shld feedback to the school.. and the vp cant talk properly for nuts..wonder why they are giving talks.. at first i thot it wasnt sucha bad school..but after their talk..i'm completely disgusted.. no offence lahz.. but yupz..=X eee!~
my nephew is so cute..he said that he wants to buy a lorry.. hahah! then he sdaid he'll let his gf sit next to him,and my mother also..cos my mother hates the sun.. hahah! den even his mother and grandmother hafta sit at the back k.. hahah! so cute!!dei was aksing him if i can sit in front also.. hsi reaction was so cute..he was like thinking for quite awhile...asked him why he dun wan buy a bus or a car..he said that lorry better.. hahah! so cute manz!! wanna let him enter sum contest manz! tink he'll win!!!but wha laoz!!think his parents are gonne get divorced.. bloody cousin..he darn irritating!!grrrrrrr!!!
i needa study!! kick me if u see my online..do anything to make me pissed..den i wun haf the mood to haf fun!! yepz..
i dun like ppleto show off how much they got..i know they are smart..den fine..be that way..dun hafta show off lahz..i know i'm not as smart as you, but this doesnt mean that u must officially declare what u got.. heard of the word humble?! bet u dun.. den u better die lahz.. wha laoz!~ eat my shit.. and maybe u can taste sumthing outta it.. suckerz....
haiz. still wondering where i can go with my results..soince i failed my amaths again..i cant do a science..accordsing to my teacher..which i dun quite believe..tell me if its wrong!!! i wanna go so many open houses.. hahaha! tj's, nj's, acjc's, sajc's.. hahah! i dunno wad are the dates.. maybe i'll update later..wheeeee!~ so exciting..
going to watch underworld later..exciting ar!~iuts a free ticket lahz..heard its darn gross..iuts like gruesome or wad..dunno lahz..think i'll just puke when i eat my wadevga then.. hope my lame sister is treatinmg..she better.. blahz!~its nc-16.. i cant believe i'm watching movies at this point of time..muahahahahh!!~
hmmmz..feel so nervous lahz..in 1mth's time..i will be scribbling on scripts again..den in another mth..i dun even need to hold a pen..i can party like crazy!! everything is happening so fast ar.. so exciting~
pplke are so scheming nowadaes.. for attnention, they can do anything for it.. i must haf a scheming mind to know wad another scheming miond is thinking abt.. i admit it.. i'm speechless to wad tt person can do just for the attn from sumthing lahz..its quite amazing.. te human brain...........